Aventuras y desventura

If life would be easier, getting up shouldnt be a problem

A while ago, i used to use that phrase because i felt like it,
now i know it is for real, and i have to face it everyday.
Whenever you have a revelation, you find a little bit of yourself
you get ready to face new challenges, and all of a sudden, everything
absolutely everything starts to fit on its place, but then at some point
i start to give up, dont try as hard as i could, dont do enough
but the worst of all i get sick every single time.
Maybe i get to excited or i dont know, but every single time
i have a project in mind, and start working on it, i get sick

I have concluded that it is because i get afraid of what could happen next
but ive decided that i wont mind, what comes next, i will pay no atention to the flu
i will keep fighting, in order to get, what i want, im looking for a better future
and i have to start now, is not something easy to be done, is not impossible either
but it will demand a lot of work and a lot of heart to it, so i will just ask
God for his wonderous help, because i need to be strong enough to anything that comes.

Some things will keep being the same
but MY LIFE IS MINE TO LIVE, and THAT IS ALL THAT MATTERS