LA DE NOVIEMBRE

8 noviembre de 2010 12:32

That Could have been me

Thru all my life i have always give a higher rate to promises (while nobody gives a damn)
When you offer something to someone you have to make sure no matter what happens, what the person does, what the person thinks, what the person is like, you will stay
FOR BETTER OR FOR WORSE
That may sound romantic for some people who has never been there, saying that phrase is like making sure no matter what, you will stay there for that person
And the first person that phrase applies for
Is no other than yourself.

I saw you there, im sure you never saw me,
I felt you there, even though noone has ever feel me
But over all I remembered
And that memory made me realize what I have won
I may not be the part of the highest rated prom
I may not be the one who followed you thru the dessert
Begging for some love
But the best of being me is that I have learned to stand up over and over again, no matter what, no matter whom, I have never given up and nobody has been able to give me the support I need, noone has been there like in the best moment
Nobody has been there on the moments that were important for me
Nobody gave me a little bit more,
I will use the phrase someone used
“Im tired now, I will need to be conquered if someone really wants me to be with him”
Seeing you there full of pride made me remember and made me punished myself
Because I allowed you to make me feel bad, you will never know but you are the permanent memory that makes me keep in mind that

“I don’t have to beg, that I worth whatever I want
And that everything I want I will achieve”

I don’t give a damn about Marx he had a great idea so did Gandhi, so did Mandela, so did Romero, it may be a classic but I don’t believe in something that you cannot apply right now, I have always believe no matter what you want to do you can only make it if you speak for facts, you can only have a strong opinion if you can understand the other person, if we all get to try to understand one another and not believe or think or make that one opinion is over anyone else, this F----- MAD WORLD would be such a F…. better place, but as Mother Teresa said “poverty is caused because of your selfish and mine”, no matter what people says you cannot make anything happen or you cannot try to understand people just because of what they say, “empathy virus doesn’t exist”, no matter how empathetic you are it doesn’t matter what you do social classes exist here and now and will exist as long as there are luxury things to own. I will never understand how a family lives with the money I make on a month, its not explained anywhere, it doesn’t matter how much math, statistic or chemical formulas, how much you read or how much you interview, the real matter is on the mind it doesn’t matter if “stupidity is contagious” you will never have as much as I have earn I may start hating you im about an inch and a half to make it,
But I cannot make it
Was my mistake none yours, was my mirror not yours
But no matter what I will thank you for all the rest of my life, thank you for passing by thank you for staying for a while, but overall thank you for make me remember
I OWN MY LIFE, AND NOBODY CAN MAKE ME FEEL THAT I DON’T WORTH IT
I WORTH ENOUGH, THAT’S WHY I AM ME,
I CAN LOVE, I CAN FEEL BUT OVERALL
I CAN THINK, AND THAT IS SOMETHING THAT NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS OR WHOSE AROUND I WILL DO
IS ONE OF MY BIGGEST PRIDES, IS SOMETHING I MADE
IS SOMETHING I BUILT OVER THE YEARS
AND NOONE CAN TELL ME THAT I DON’T UNDERSTAND
BOOKS ARE JUST LIKE BIBLE (SORRY GOD FOR COMPARE), EVERYBODY UNDERSTAND WHAT THEY WANT EVEN IF THE WORDS ARE THE SAME FOR ALL.
THANKS TO ALL THOSE GUYS WHO HAVE JUST GONE BY,
THANK YOU FOR VISITING
BUT I OWN MY LIFE IS TIME TO TAKE IT BACK

THANKS TO THOSE ANGELS SET ON MY PATH,
NO MATTER WHAT, I KNOW YOULL BE AROUND,
THANK YOU ALL.
I LOVE YOU GIRLS YOU ALL KNOW WHO IM TALKING TO……